Today’s just a crazy day. I’m impatient with everyone, I want to bawl my eyes out, I would rather go back to bed, I’m tired, I need to get out and move my butt, there are things strewn from one end of the computer room to the front door, I have no idea what I’m going to make for dinner, I doubt we’ll go to see Ironman like T wants to tomorrow, I haven’t even talked to my dad about it, it’s going to have to be after 2pm because D has a Girl Scouts overnight, I’m still flustered by the disagreement T and I had last night—not really a disagreement, just sorta hashing some things out in our marriage/over the candle biz—I’m not sure about calling up and seeing if I got that loan for the Fast Start Pack from the company so we can sell more, especially to T’s coworkers, I’m discouraged about everything, I just want to go back to bed because I know it will be over then. At least for a few hours.
I’m praying so hard to just get through the day right now. At least I did something today. I turned in the application. I went to a few yard sales on the way back home, and picked up some votive holders really cheap. I made and had breakfast. I’d like to go for a walk to bring D to where she’ll be picked up for her overnight thing, but that’s not going to happen 😦 Maybe then I’ll go for a walk after I get home, and before T goes to work. I don’t know.
I still feel like just bawling.